a need to lie

[kokikee]

i'm not good at lying.. really.. i'm not..
i seriously need to learn how to lie..
i js reallise that sometimes being honest could hurt people around you..
i don't want to hurt anybody..
especially those i cherish the most..
especially the person i love the most..
i need to shut my big mouth up..

i hate myself for doing what i did..
and i realise sorry is not enough..

i never feel so god damn guilty in my entire life..

Comments

[dachnayary.livejournal.com]

Awww. *hugs*
Kiki-chan, it's hard to do something that you are not; however,
sometimes, yeah lying is needed.
Sometimes lying is less a grave sin than telling the truth depending on what it is about.
Or you can just stay quiet.

But you know it's not your fault coz both have consequences; even if you didn't say the truth, but since you're a honest person, you'll still feel guilty.

Don't be sad kiki-chan, I know you can think up of something to make up for it.

I hope I didn't make you feel worse.
I suck at giving advises -_-||"

[keeconk.livejournal.com]

no dear.. of course not..
it made me feel better somehow..

but well.. it's not a big deal..
people screw up sometimes..

[dachnayary.livejournal.com]

I'm glad to have helped kiki-chan^^

Hai! That's true.
So cheer up ne^^