a need to lie

[kokikee]

i'm not good at lying.. really.. i'm not..
i seriously need to learn how to lie..
i js reallise that sometimes being honest could hurt people around you..
i don't want to hurt anybody..
especially those i cherish the most..
especially the person i love the most..
i need to shut my big mouth up..

i hate myself for doing what i did..
and i realise sorry is not enough..

i never feel so god damn guilty in my entire life..

Comments

[feriin.livejournal.com]

kiii~ don't be saaad D=
*huggles*

[eunixe.livejournal.com]

ahw.. lying is not easy...

demo..


everyone lies in order to live.
~Lelouch Lamperouge

^_^

[rinhriveiel.livejournal.com]

I don't know what happened...

But I love you. ♥ *hug*

[keeconk.livejournal.com]

thank u so much rin..
i love u too.. *hugs*

do u have ym or msn by any chance?

[rinhriveiel.livejournal.com]

I have msn, though I never use it (I use AIM). I *could* use it to talk to you, if you want - but I need to know about what time you get online, what with time zones and crap. O_O I have noooo clue what our difference is. >_

[keeconk.livejournal.com]

hahahahaa.. about 12 hours difference maybe.. lol.. it's 2.11am here rit now..

i always online when i;m home.. usually up until morning.. depends on wat time i decide that i cant stay up any more and that i need to sleep..

i dun sleep sometimes.. lol.. add me!! on msn!! if u dun mind.. hehehehe..

[rinhriveiel.livejournal.com]

What's your sn? I'll add you now. Mmk, well, we're 13 hrs. different. lol. it's 1:18PM here. XD Kind of sucks, because I'm never on at this tiiime. I get on late at night, too (usually from around 10-2AM). @_@

[keeconk.livejournal.com]

keeconk3rmd@hotmail.com

em.. 10-2am means 11am-3pm here.. hahaha.. i'll be usually on campus during that time.. oh time difference sucks to the max!! rofl..

[rinhriveiel.livejournal.com]

Well, I'm on it now. O_O

Mine's Erulisse@msn.com

I just added you

[miraxchan.livejournal.com]

kiki , dun be saaddd ):
cheer up (: *huggles*

[dachnayary.livejournal.com]

Awww. *hugs*
Kiki-chan, it's hard to do something that you are not; however,
sometimes, yeah lying is needed.
Sometimes lying is less a grave sin than telling the truth depending on what it is about.
Or you can just stay quiet.

But you know it's not your fault coz both have consequences; even if you didn't say the truth, but since you're a honest person, you'll still feel guilty.

Don't be sad kiki-chan, I know you can think up of something to make up for it.

I hope I didn't make you feel worse.
I suck at giving advises -_-||"

[keeconk.livejournal.com]

no dear.. of course not..
it made me feel better somehow..

but well.. it's not a big deal..
people screw up sometimes..

[dachnayary.livejournal.com]

I'm glad to have helped kiki-chan^^

Hai! That's true.
So cheer up ne^^

[sashyacute.livejournal.com]

i know...

lying is not easy ne.

especially if you felt bad after you lie.